Power Trip

You live and you learn
Except I don't feel like that
You live and you don't learn
I wonder what I could've did and what I never did
I wonder what you could've hid and what you could've said
It's not a lot of people like us, so I have respect
But don't go talkin' out your neck unless you love bein' dead
I might go crazy, I'm out my head
I might kill 'em and drop 'em dead
I might have did it but I don't think I did
I might have done some things I never did
What would you do if everything was just not for you?
What would you do if every time you jumped, the hula hoop's on fire?
Girl, tell me, just don't lie
Who'll tell me when you lie?
Don't tell me when you cry
Just inform when you die
I don't search for nothin', I'm not one to go and pry
But I'm one to leave ya' backstabbed and leave ya' blind
A cut across the eyes will leave you blind for life
It only takes one time, it only takes a night
I brought the big AR out and you brought the knife
I'ma kill ya' nice and quick, that's kinda kind
And don't go waste my time
And don't go talkin' to me if you know you not even mine
I own a private jet
I'm on a power trip
You don't have to say what you did
I already know before you say it
Pushin' buttons an instrument, so let me play it
I ain't heard you, so speak up, what you gon' say?
Somebody gettin' saved tonight
Somebody gettin' played tonight
Got a very bad but very good mind
A whole lot of things look worse in the light
And a whole lot get worse when you try
That's why I'll let a lot of things fly
If I could, then I would
I don't ever get stuck to a thing unless it's good
Is it good for me, or bad for you, or both of us?
And it's hard to believe you more than most of us
Ridin' 'round, a gun inside my pocket, like I'm supposed to
They ain't never gonna let you in, they ain't supposed to
Every time you walk a mile, you only a inch closer
Keep on inchin' like a slug 'til it's over
Keep in mind that this shit ain't gon' be over
Keep in mind when you push me, push me over
I'm a G-Wagon, you a Range Rover
And it's hard for me to ever stay sober
I'ma sit down at the top until it's over
Wait-wait 'til it's over
Wait 'til it's over
Oh, movin' (All that we have's the future)
Oh, places with ya' (Oh)
In this new life now (Ah)
I told myself, "Never again," but I did it again, I do it every time
Movin' fast, movin' slow, movin' sideways at times
When I'm high and I can't hide behind the lies
And I know that you know that you feel that
'Cause you couldn't look me in my motherfuckin' eyes (But you barely even talk to me)
All that we have's the future (We livin' a fuckin' lie)
In this new life now, it's a new life now
The plane just landed, from my trip
But I'm always up there on that trip